It's gna be 4 in the morning and i cant sleep. Smth is keeping me awake but i dont know what. blaaah.

Im feeling kinda sad now. I wna meet my friends nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ahhhh i suddenly miss themmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Sigh, siaodingdong la me.

Okie i took my jab ytd at the doc. Sch is finally over!!! But there are tons of work needed to do, sux man.. Everyday is raining. :( Sigh...

Some friends make me really happy just by being with me. :}

WALIAUUUSSSSSS

Few days ago my helix there had an infection so i had to take out my piercing then it had blood blablabla then now no matter how hard i try, the hole has bloody closed. After tahaning the infections and pain. Im damn lazy to repierce. Maybe i will like after Os or smth.(which means like a year later) fucking crap leh.... so sad :(

WALAU SIAN MAN. :(

I shouldnt let what other pple think/say affect on how i think/believe/see right?

"STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES BUT WORDS WILL NEVER HURT ME"

Fuck that quote. Words always hurt words will forever hurt someone. So watch your words plssssssssssssssssssssssssssss :(

Well i got this below pict from Joy

That's Domingo Molina Senior, in other words, my grandpa. I never got to see how he looked like before actually. I think this is the first picture. He died when my mum was 4 so we never actually talked about him. I wonder what it's like to have a grandpa bcos both of mine has alr passed on even b4 i was born. Well i wish one day in heaven i can see him haha. :)

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Anyw Im starting to have a headache due to lack of sleep these days.

SPA SUX LOR. NO TIME I KEEP RUSHING. Haha actually i dont really care. zZzZZZZ

SCHOOL IS ENDING SOON. YES YES YES. 3 WEEKS OF EXTRA TORTURE IS GOING TO END ON FRIDAY!!!!

However i am officially broke. I have money in my wallet but i need to pay for this and pay for that i got NOT enough to cover. SIGH. I dont dare ask from my parents cos they keep giving me money and i keep spending it. What a daughter..... Sigh. XMAS IS COMING I WANT TO BUY PREZZIES!!! :(

I told Ck i was gna support man u and then he bought me this shirt!!!!

HAPPY BIRFDAY JO ONG CK. Thx 4 everythg, not gna write much here. Buttttttttt Love you!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

I feel like crying but im dry

Okie ytd i spent quite alot of ck's $ sorry cos i only brought like 6 bux out. -.- sorryyyy baby hehe. :p anyway went to watch coraline, the show that i had been waiting for for a year! Blabla im so tired already dont feel like blogging bye.

Okie im sorry today i will be a complain queen. you can x this if you want.

1stly i cannot tahan pple who keep saying they are fat blablabla when they are not, cmon man, you saying that for what, for pple to say you skinny?? Or pple who keep saying they are fat and not do anything about it and complain and complain, what do you want me to do for you? buy you slimming pills? -.- Why cant you guys/galz just learn to love yourself and not try to be some other person you can never be??

I also cant stand pple who are so super sarcastic because it makes me want to scold them more and pinch their nose and ears cos those sentences are fake and meaningless.

Also when pple esp the ones who are close to me ignore me to be nice to others whom they arent close. I feel so like invisible & unwanted srsly...

Im so irritated with maths and other subjects and just because i missed a few days of lesson cos of some attachment i am lagging like some stupid tortise and im irritated that i cant even bring myself that get back on track cos im a lazy fellow.

I cant stand all these nightmares i have recently which i cant control!!!!!!! Ah, recently i dreamt of this demon little girl, she was very scary her pupils were sometimes all black and she cried blood and she kept trying to fool me and i believed her and next thing i know i start floating in the air like a possessed girl and some boy had to pull me down and he started dancing with me and then i was in the 8th storey and wanted to take the stairs to the 7th, but when i went down 1 floor i was at the 2nd storey, and when i went back up, i was in the 207th storey and i couldnt control and the little demon girl was acting innocent while she was obviously the one behind it and i bet she must be laughing in her heart. And i dreamt of this country with cigarette smoke everywhere that it makes our vision blur and then people started dying one by one in the streets due to the smoke

And today after sch when i was walking back home i was imagining how murders killed their victims and chop them into pieces and i start wondering that if they really want to remove the evidence and body, why cant they just chop them into tiny pieces and then blend them in a blending machine and turn them into sorta liquid form and then tadah! body disappears so they wont get caught by the police and i started imagining it. YUCK LAH WHAT THE FUCK I BECOME LIKE A DAMN PSYCHO URGH.

Im feeling so urgh recently it's like i cant control my doings.. and yeah, sorryyyyyyy, idk what to sayy. Ah okay enough of my crap. And pls dont take me srsly i am not a psycho alright. -.- sheesh sarahhh

SORRY